Here I will post my monthly collages that have passed their time.
I did most of the things I wanted to. I had to move my tattoo to April and I didnt watch the Bride becuase people said it was boring... whoops.
This month was horrible for me. I had made so much progress in my mental health in the last 6 months and 1 day I missed a pottery session and all my healthy habits fell down a black hole. This horrible time in my life is made worse by the memory of this time last year. It was so different for me. I was in love, I was traveling, and the clouds were finally lifting. I am very dissapointed in myself but it's okay I will keep going. Mental health landslide aside, I watched the Drama and retwatched The Piano Teacher (yikes), I saw the Fcukers live, and I got a new tattoo.
Another miserable month. My health continues to decline and so does my mental but I keep trying. I am getting back up everyday and trying. That being said, May was busy. I had a month of horror movies, Hokum, Onibaba, Place of Ghosts, and Backrooms. I saw the wonderful Posion GirlFriend in concert, she was amazing. I also got to see Kid Cudi with my friend Jacob. And I finished my book (It was less than 200 pages and took me forever but oh well). Looking back it was a great month. I know I will look back at the end of the year and wish I could see past my cloud and have been happy in the moment. Hard to have fun when all I can think about is my saddness. Oh well, I guess I have lots more to live and learn Oh and I didnt paint one bit, so I will try to do that in June.
This month I am feeling a little better. I am still struggling immensely with my mental health but I think the panic has settled and I am just making sure it doesn't consume me. This month was really fun otherwise. I celebrated my friend Lauren W's birthday at the beach, I finished off getting the rest of my stomach tattooed, and I made a lidded pot in pottery. I hope my mental health continues to improve in July.
Another month of real highs and bad lows. My depression has progressed into anger and irritability and now I may also have OCD... great another thing. All I can think about is that meme, "you people can't do anything". Anyway, pending my assesment for OCD, the highlight of July was my annual trip to Lake Huron with my lovely friends, we got to celebrate birthdays of Katie and Ryan. I also got to see Tame Impala LIVE. One of the best concerts of my life. Throughout the month I sprinkled in outtings with my friends and co-workers. I hope all is better in August.